i went to mount faber...heard from my frds its quite nice...ermm not really nice...the views are blocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nv....i shall post some pictures and write abt the mount faber trip later......cos i m tired and i wanna sleep!!!!!!!!!!

happykid
10:40 AM

ermmm..it has been a while i did cheerleading ler...ermmm

well, i cant say i really did cheerleading...rather, i shld say i see pple train....
i used to fread training, but now i saw it...its like so fun....but too bad, i decided to quit cheerleading....

reasons for quitting:
1.) feels old...its time to let the younger gers take over
2.) have to do fyp during december...how to train
3.) concentrate on studies
4.) Personal reasons....(dun ask me wat, closer frds will know)

cheerleading is my passion...saw bangkok uni do all the amazing stunts...
seems easy yet difficult to achieve....needs a lot of trg to do their kinda stunts...ermmm

hope my hall cheer team can improve this year....the bond and passion for cheerleading still there but....i just have to tell myself i cant join....and convince myself tt its time to let go....isnt tt sad? but its part of life i guessed

yest, i went down to see their first trg.....so far so gd...vincent asked me to do a demo to show the difference of locking and not locking.....ermm think i hurt my neck...the back of my neck....
its paiful....think its old injury....

suffered from the injury when i tried to do toss up shoulder sit for a ger....ermmm now the injury came back again....hope its not too serious ...heh

back ache also...ermmm conclusion...OLD LER.....

hope my hall trg will go on fine and tt vincent will control his temper......so far so gd lar, vincent....JIA U wor....waiting to see the gd show, juniors....CHEERS

happykid
11:40 PM

being good to others is good....having someone gd to u is even better....
i dunno how i shld put it...i supposed the feeling is gd, to know tt someone is especially nice to u.....

ermm how shld i start?
i appreaciate the person being nice to me, but i think he is just too nice to be true ler....
i dunno how to tell the person, but my feeling is tt, i really hope the person wun be so nice to me, cos i will feel guilty if i cant be as nice to him as he is to me.... i have kept this feeling in me for a long long time.... dunno how to express it so i shall write my thots in here....haiz.... in any case, he wun get a chance to read my blog, so i think he wun know, but its good to let it all out....SIGH!!!!

happykid
5:00 PM

i decided to write this entry cos i came across a frd telling me abt her problems.(i shall not name her cos i think its no gd)
when she msned me all her problems, i sensed tt she was crying, i dunno if she was, but i sensed it.

well, i guessed she is tired lar.... why is BGR so complexed? whenever i heard abt pple's problems, i dun dare to go into one myself cos i wish i dun have all these problems... maybe i m just scared....scared tt i will be unhappie...
Ok, back to this frd of mine, i shall cut and paste her msn....

juz wana get used to beign not around him le
tired of always waiting at one end
i know he is changing
as in changing for the better
but then .. too slow lee.. like the changes r very slow
n i dun like to keep waiting

i will try to move on at my pace.. will try laa..
then if he cant catch up then too bad le.. tink we realli not meant to be coz i cant adapt to his current living style
i realli dun like being so far from him

(this is part of wat she feels....)
think she is quite sad...

well, frd, dun be sad, i feel that u shld do wat u want....decide on the path u wanna take and go on wif it, as i have said, the world is a happie place, why let urself be bothered wif all these craps?
i called it craps because they will onli make one sad...let nature takes its course, am i right?
u think abt it also no use, cos u will onli feel more irritated...u still have to study, ecas, JCRCs and a lot more things to do in life....
if he is meant to be urs, he will change his ways, of cos if he change for the better, i believe its onli fair for u to accomodate to him rt? i know u and him have already trash things out, but i believe its onli on the surface, did ur have a heart to heart tok?
i believe, for each couples, they have to be truthful to each other, if not the problems will just snowball...and it will become worst....
why wait for tt moment before regreting what u shld have done and u did not do it then?
u may have different views from me, but i believe, in myself lor, cos i been thru it, its sad, and takes a long time to recover, but nevertheless, one learns from his own mistakes....
take this chance to review ur relationship, maybe u will see wat u have not seen in the past.... and also u will get a clearer picture of the whole situation...am i rt?
i call this cooling down period....(remember, u are young, u have wat it takes, u can still choose....choose wat u want, choose ur own path in life and choose the place and the arms where u will be happy)....thats all i can say.....
HAHA, tok so much, maybe when i m in ur shoes, things will be differnt....uh huh.... well believe in urself....

HEre's one advice, if u dun tok abt it too much, dun think abt it too much, set ur mind to other things, maybe u wun feel so sad....

also remember, u have a da jie ard....always here for u....
yawns, i m so tired after a full supper...... exercising on my grey gym ball as i blog.....nice sia??

WAY TO GO, frd!!!!!!

happykid
2:00 AM

today, i got 2 quiz and 1 presentation...OMG...
i killed all my cells today.....

dunno ler...i m just stressed...however, i cant tell anyone lor....how can i tell pple???

cos everyone is stressed.....wat is happening to me???

how come i feel so stressed???
i need a breather maybe....
away from spore...away from this complex world.......aiyah...i dunno wat to say....i decided not to complain to anyone why i m so stressed cos i think its not nice to impose on anyone......so i shall keep it to myself...but seriously, i feel like crying lor....maybe after crying...i will feel better....haiz

happykid
7:06 AM

finally its end of the week.....where shld i start?

i m just busy, very busy.....this whole week.....
just start wif my sunday nite on the 28/08/2005.....

sunday nite: Actually planned to go back wif eve, but i was too late and she needs to go back hall earlier, so din go back wif her as planned.... then it was very very late at ard 830pm ler...
wanna take bus 161 to woodlands and then cab from woodlands to go back hall, faster tt way, and cheaper...in the end, laziness overcome me....i dun feel like going back.... and cos i cant sleep in hall as i was disturbed(gd frds will und why, i shall not elaborate).
in the end i sms adrian to ask him if he is willing to send me back hall on monday morning......willing for his sms, and packing my stuff at the same time, just in case its not convenient for him to send me back, at least i can go back tt nite...in the end, he msn me, tell me ok...HEEZ....thanks ler Mr Koh....

monday: today is ntu 50th anniversary celebration...half day wor....tt Mr koh said 945 at my void deck, then he 10am then appear.... alamak.....late for lecture liao lar...but i dun care also, cos i always late also lar....i was too hungry so went opposite to buy breakfast....got a hotdog bread for myself...yummy....then i was thinking, shld get something for adrian as he driving me to sch mah...(way of saying thanks), so i got another sandwich....
haha heng he nv eat breakfast, else i m going to finish everything, then i can die.....
finally reached sch....have half day lesson, discussion on proj then off to west mall eat sakae....then watch movies wif albert, sandy, yq, wl, ethan....so fun ler....eat and eat....enjoyed my day...

tuesday: nothing special....onli study study study

wednesday: studying for quiz...stress

thursday: quiz day...heng it was not tt tough...can lar

friday: Finally the day to go home......yeaps....quiz day also lar...but then, not happie wif perf in quiz....do fyp.....haiz...then i realised tt it was late.....so decided to see if i can hitch a ride back, if not i have to go back myself, which is tiring....heez smsed adrian asking him if can hitch....aiyoh, he asked me give him 10 good reason why he shld send me back....ok lor, just said....i m lazy today as the reason, X10....if not convenient then i go back myself lar....lolx...ok lar....finally got a ride back...taking mrt back really tiring ler.....sean also hitched.....then both guys nagged at me in the car...OMG....yah lar....wat they said is correct....maybe i shld learn to say NO, and i shld spend more time on studies...year 4 ler....learning actually.....the lesson learnt...never get sean and adrian tgt to lecture me on studies.....its unbearable....LOLX.....

happykid
7:57 PM

school started........it just started wif a bang.......starting on my fyp....aiyar....

i dunno if i shld take tt fyp but ermmmm

anyway, the freshies are very scary...i wanted to attend lectures....also have to find ways to squeeze past the booths set up outisde the LTs...this is irritating....but wat to do.......first few weeks of school is lidat...
i just have to bear wif it i supposed...... even the library is full of pple lor

my frd finally found a comp
i was looking for a comp terminal when this stupid guy came to snatch the comp from me...he want to use? let him use lar
so not gentleman.........

i guess i m old ler.....watever eca does not appeal to me......... maybe cos i m final year ler.......i just think tt the pple are irritating..... well....guess pple do grow up!!!!!!!!!!

i was once like them
so siao onzzzz eca......but i din regret...cos i like the ecas.......got to know a lot of frds through ecas. however, i believe, ecas in a way fulfil my life in uni i guessed......

ok enuff of the first week of school bah.... guess tt this sem is gonna be a busy semester for me....lolx

happykid
11:16 AM

hizzz....i m back

saturday, its time to go out again rt?
this time round i went to buy a present for my baby cos its her bdae today.
at ard 3.30pm, my frd told me he dun have car at the moment. So i told him, cannot take mrt mer? must take car mer? then he asked me take mrt and he meet me there by car. What the hell....stupid frd!!!!!

ok finally can go out at 545pm ler.....when i opened the car door, my frd said, today very cold mer? haha cos i wear a tube and 3/4 sleeves outside. HELLO, its the trend now, so stop suanning me

ARGH!!!!

ok on the way to orchard, actually wanna watch sin city but i want to buy my baby present first so i decide to put the show on hold.

in taka looking ard for the present...... hard to find but found it finally, something she liked but i shant reveal it here just in case she read the blog...... before buying it impulsively, i walked ard to shop for my clothes, HAHA...wanna buy a levis jeans but its 139.50 bucks...so exp...dunno if i shld buy. its the square cut jeans...so nice and tempting.......!!!!! when i turned ard, u know wat my frd did? he was holding on to a levis top and said he wanted to buy the top....OMG, 39.50 bucks.....to me, the top is exp but nvm, think he too much money to spend le......HELLO, if u have too much cash, pls put some into my wallet, i appreciate it....
ok nvm finally decide to buy that present i saw in taka.....its the best present le.....

well, after buying the present , i m HUNGRY.......a hungry ger is an angry ger.....

went to taka food court to find dinner...HAHAh saw the OMU rice....looks nice.....
finally found a seat.....but the seat is facing the wall........wat gd taste my frd has.....eating and facing the wall...... cant see if got any handsome guy....... still kena suan by him, saying i can count the number of wood on the wall.....wat the hell...he can count tt himself...maybe he enjoyed doing so....LOLX
anyway, the food i ordered is here....HEEHEE.....i asked my frd if he wanted to try the food i ordered....u know wat? i said the brown friend thingy is chicken....when he tasted it, he said its squid and laffed at me for saying my taste buds are spoilt...i still think its chicken...and he added...see? squids are nice rt.....
after some argument, he decided to ask the waitress to prove tt he is rt.....he called to the waitress and asked:" may i know wats this?"
then the waitress said'" chicken"

I was like....HAHA dunno whose taste buds are spoilt.....see lar......dun laff at pple too fast.....SQUIDS......hahha maybe he ate too much squids until he sotong ler.....nvm i saw his paisay face...decided to stop laffing ler..... HAHAH i can laff here...SO damned funnie....HAHAHA

ok finally finished eating....decided to go out of taka to paragon and heeren, to shop.....nothing much...i saw a miss sixty top for 142 ucks....can onli see not buy!!!!!!!!!

ended up in heeren, saw a white skirt...was joking wif my frd, saying maybe i wear tt to presentation i will get an A..... cos its translucent...eeeks
okok enuff of jokes.....

walked to weelock place to eat dessert...at the BIG O...nice desserts, full of youngsters....and happening.....heee i just wanted to taste all the desserts so i told my frd...we ordered 2 diff ones...then share...lolx.......
eating desserts also have halftime u know....when its halftime...changed over.....( just like playing soccer)

the desserts are nice...Fruit of the Forest and mochacinno cheesecake......reccomended.......

anyway, tired after eating ....so went home after tt......lolx...

happykid
2:05 PM